Are We There Yet?

Are We There Yet?
This is the sign that is over the front door of Aileen's and my house, our home, going OUT. Meaning that when someone leaves our house they are going into the ACTUAL Mental Ward.

I've always felt that way. When it is considered how much ugliness and killing and hatred there is in the world today, it actually makes perfect sense that this sign is over the door going out of the house.

Because that's where the real mental ward is.

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Daily Life

9:45 AM, EST:

Well I'm feeling a lot better at least psychologically I must've had nightmares last night.  Which probably made me have a rough night.  But that's just part of having PTSD.  Posttraumatic stress disorder for those who are not familiar with those initials.  And that's no big deal.  Because if you have PTSD nightmares are just part of what happens.  And you never really have any warning and when they will come.  So you just do the best you can.

But because my sugar levels have been fluctuating I'm going to have some noodles who is some vegetables.  And that should get me through.

But as I've said nothing I have ever experienced in my entire life for that I'm going through in any way can compare under any circumstances with any of the lives of the unbelievably amazing children and wonderful men and women here in the United States and of worse.  Around the world who are part of the middle and lower classes and those who are poor who are being victimized by right-wing Catholic and right-wing Christian extremists who hate the poor and their hatred is demonstrated in the legislative processes that they put into action, which are designed to take away anything from the poor.

Just like the tea party and the Republican Party claim to be good Christians when in fact they are attacking the poor.  By refusing to give the middle and lower classes and the poor a living wage.  Just like the tea party is attacking Social Security because they hate the poor.  The only problem of course is that their Lord and Savior Jesus Christ was poor.  So they really want to be good Christians.  Then why are they attacking the poor.  When their Lord and Savior was poor.  Because logically speaking, that means they are attacking Jesus Christ for being poor because they are attacking the poor.  Which is how Jesus lived his life.

Logic, ladies and gentlemen.  That one thing that religion hates the most logic, because they don't like logic because they want everyone to believe that they are good Christians and good Catholics even though they are showing complete hatred and contempt for everything that Jesus did in his life they are showing hatred for the way he lived because they are attacking the poor and taking as much money away from the poor.  Even though Jesus was poor.

Bullshit walks and money talks.  Actions speak louder than words.

Like those mega-church ministers said just that one who broadcasts all over the United States from Houston, Texas.  If you check the financial records for that individual you will find that he is a millionaire.  So when did Jesus ever say the words that it was okay for someone preaching the name of God to live like a millionaire?  And how can these TV ministers to go on TV, raking in all that money making money from God.  How can they actually celebrate the life of Jesus when they are living like millionaires?  Because the reality is Jesus lived a life of poverty and so did Mohammed and so did Moses.

And yet that's not what these different religions celebrate they celebrate wealth and power, which means by the fact that they are logically celebrating wealth and power and relegating wealth and power to be more important than following the words of their religious leaders that they cannot in fact be showing any respect for their religious leaders because they are behaving in exactly the opposite way that there religious leaders told them to behave and as their religious leaders lived.

But you can't tell these Republicans and the tea party monsters anything.  Because as far as they are concerned they are good Christians because they say they are.  And they don't have to prove anything to anyone.  But they will.  They may be able to lie to themselves and they may be able to lie to their families.  But they will never be able to lie to God.  And just as God knows my heart and soul God knows there's as well.  So when they pick up their guns and they scream and they yell about onward Christian soldiers marching off to war with the cross of Jesus going on before.  They are not celebrating the life of Jesus who was a pacifist.  They are celebrating their hatred for anyone who is not Christian.  Because that's exactly how they have behaved all through history and that's how they are behaving now.

I never begrudged myself for how I end up during the months because I am the one who makes the decisions to spend the money the way I do every month.  But those decisions are based on promises I made to my darling Aileen.  One being of course that I would maintain this house, but another being that I would in fact continue the human rights efforts that she and I did shoulder to shoulder together for 18 years.  And that means that I have to continue to work in this Journal because this Journal is one of the promises I made to her that I said I would not stop that I said I would continue.  And just as she died for this house.  I will do the same.  Just as she died speaking out for human rights.  I will do the same.  And God will know my heart and soul.  Because even though I am a Jew.  I am living closer and in more agreement with with teachings of Jesus Christ than most Christians because I am a pacifist.  And I celebrate the poor where most of the white Christian and white Catholic extremists in this country do nothing but hate the poor.  That's why the Republican Party and the tea party are working so hard not to increase the living wage because they don't want the poor to be able to feed themselves and at the same time they are not allowing a living wage to increase they are at the same time cutting Social Security and cutting food stamps because they don't want the poor to be able to feed themselves they want to starve.

So, where is their Christianity?  If they are attacking the very people that Jesus was protecting and gave his life defending and lived his life as than how are they respecting Jesus Christ if they don't respect how he lived his life and they don't respect people he died protecting?

Bullshit walks and money talks.  Actions speak louder than words.  If these right-wing Christian extremists and this dirty filthy liar who broadcasts from Houston who is the TV minister and who claims to follow Jesus Christ if they really want to be taken seriously for followers of Jesus then where is their Christianity?  How can they be good Christians.  When in fact they are not celebrating the type of people Jesus died protecting and they are not celebrating his life because they are condemning his life because they are working actively with the Republican Party and the tea party to take as much money away from the middle and lower classes and the poor as possible by refusing to increase a living wage.  And in addition to that they are making sure that when these people don't have the food to feed their families that they do not get the help from Social Security or food stamps that are necessary so that their children will not go hungry and die.

Those are not the actions of someone who supports Jesus or Mohammed or Moses because all of them lived lives of poverty.  And whether humanity likes it or not.  This is that time in human history.  When all of the old ship and all of the filthy lying is going to come to an end.  Because humanity is running out of room to continue lying.  The numbers of the middle and lower classes in the poor who are starving are increasing terribly so badly that these wealthy Republicans and tea party bastards and their right-wing Catholic and Christian extremist supporters are going to find that God is not pleased with how they have committed last Sunday against God.  How they have in fact turned this world into a toilet by destroying the air and dirtying the water.  And as all of the scientific minds all over the world are already predicting within about 90 years there will be water wars.  And after that there will be food wars and after that a lot of people will simply die on a lot of them will be these so-called Christians who believe that they are Christian, when in fact they don't have the guts to put up and shut up and celebrate the life of Jesus Christ or how he lived his life or what he was because he lived the life of someone in poverty.

And all through history, humanity has been warned in all of the different religions about not being honest with themselves or with the each other.  There have been prophets and every single one of the four different religions trying to warn people about what was coming and about how being dishonest was actually going to come back on them in the Catholic religion the way they treated those people was that they took John the Baptist and cut his head off and put it on a plate.  Then they went ahead and basically drove the children of Lourdes crazy.  They did the same with the children off at, and when Joan of arc said that she was speaking with God they burned her alive.

No problem.  Because as I said nothing I ever have gone through, or that I shall ever experienced in my entire life can come anywhere near the level of suffering that millions and millions of amazing children and wonderful and amazing men and women all over this world.  And of course throughout the United States are dealing with every day.  Many of them will be dad by tomorrow morning.  And the Republican Party and the tea party is doing nothing to stop any of these deaths.  They are in fact helping to kill them because they are working hard under the auspices of Eric Cantor and others of the tea party to destroy Social Security to take away any kind of help that these poor people might need to be able to feed their children or their families and then they yell and scream how they are good Christians.  When in fact their actions make them liars.

These articles aren't about me ladies and gentlemen.  They are about you.  I'm 63 years old.  However many years I live.  These are the last years.  I will be in the world and whether I die today or tomorrow doesn't matter to me one bit because I don't have a problem going back to God.  Because God knows my heart and my soul and God knows I have never struck anyone in my life that I have never committed an act of violence that I have never wavered nor have I ever stepped away from my promises to God.  But the tea party and the Republican Party and the right-wing Christian and Catholic extremists cannot make the same claim because most of them give money and late money down before God.  Like when they go to church and on church property.  They gamble in the game of bingo.  When Jesus did not tolerate gambling and Jesus did not tolerate playing money down before God.  But that doesn't matter because they don't really respect Jesus because if they did that the problems with the poor in every nation that is controlled by Christians and Catholics would not have the very people that Jesus died defending being victimized by right-wing Catholic and Christian extremists in that country.

Facts, ladies and gentlemen facts and logic.  These are things that religion hates because they don't like facts they don't like logic, because they can't measure up to those things they cannot beat down those things they can't win against those things and religion knows that because they've got nothing.  When it comes to logic and facts because they're actions of how they show disrespect for mama and and Moses and Jesus comes out in everything they do with the violence they support and promote when Moses was a pacifist.  When Mohammed was a pacifist.  And so was Jesus.  And so what to the religions do they do exactly the opposite of what their religious leaders supported and promoted they create war.  With each other.  Because of how they hate each other simply because of a point of view.

In point of fact I know I'm not good to die anytime soon.  Because, whether anyone likes it or not that energy that science calls energy and that the atheist call energy and that all of us of different spiritual beliefs called God by one name or another.  We talk all the time.  And I don't care whether anyone believes that are not because no one has to I'm the only one who has to believe that because of I don't than what I experience is something else.  And I know it's not.

So we will see ladies and gentlemen we will see exactly how smug and how many more lies the Stevie ministers can tell about why they are allowed to live like millionaires when their Lord and Savior lived a life of poverty.  And they want us to believe they are good Christians.  When they spent lots of their money doing everything they can to crush the poor to crush the Meek simply because Jesus said that the Meek would inherit the Earth.

Humanity's arrogance is only matched by, humanity's stupidity.

And if you think I hate anyone in this world.  You're wrong.  I don't hate anyone, because they are a member of the tea party it's their behavior that is evil not what God made inside of them.  But God did not make their behavior.  They made their behavior by their own free will choices.  So they can't blame God for the way the world is they made it that way.  Not God.

And if that's what happens to me that I end up simply dying because the tea party and the Republican Party become successful at making sure there is no living wage for any of the working middle class or the lower classes or the poor in this country.  And then at the same time cutting Social Security so that they don't have any means whatsoever to feed their families while they go to church and celebrate the life of Christ while they are at packing everything that Jesus did for.

Go ahead, keep on lying see where you end up.  Because Adobe your soul that will be judged for which you do not mind.  You people of the right-wing extremism movements in the United States and around the world.  You will be judged for what you have done whether it is by Allah or God doesn't matter.  You will be judged for the crimes you have committed by trying to murder the poor and kill women and murder children and starve them to death.  You will be judged for all that you have done because it says so in the Koran and it says so in the Bible and if you don't want to live by those words.  You will die by those words.

And that's not me telling you that that is your own religious leaders telling you that.  Because Jesus said it very clearly of the sermon on the mount.

That which you do to the least of all that God has created will be done to you.

And Mohammed said the same thing.  And so did Moses.

For that matter.  So did Buddha.

That's why I follow or walk in the footsteps of Mahatma Gandhi Mohammed, Buddha, Jesus and Moses.  That's why I have explained repeatedly that I am nothing to this world.  And that's all I ever want to be.  Because like I said in the Koran and in the Bible it says very clearly that in the least of all that God has made the whole of God can be found.  And in the Koran.  It's is virtually the same thing, but of course referring to Allah.  And there is no difference between Allah and Buddha and God they are simply names for the different perspectives.  But that's all it is a different point of view their names for the same thing that which created everything.

So go ahead keep the poor crush the middle class and the lower classes so that the wealthy can have more money for extra liquor at their expense of parties and more appetizers so that they can buy that one extra extremely expensive sports car.  Because that's much more important than making sure the children don't starve to death.  That's how the wealthy think that's how the Republicans think that's how the tea party like Eric Cantor and John Boehner and the rest of them think that's all they care about is their dirty filthy money because you see it in everything they say and then everything they do.  And in all of their actions.



In any event now that I have had some vegetables and a little bit more of a balanced diet my sugar levels are finally coming back within a normal range.  So again I'm probably going to meditate for another couple of hours to make sure that my body chemistry completely levels out.  It shouldn't take more than about 90 min.  And then I will of course hit the ground running.  Like I always try to do.  That's my job.  I'm a human rights advocate and to my dying breath.  I will continue to speak out for the rights of the poor.  Those who are disenfranchised those living with terminal diseases the mentally ill the children in our world and the women and the wonderful and brilliant men who are being victimized by all of these filthy dirty lying going on by the wealthy and the right-wing extremists throughout our world those people who claim to follow God or Allah and yet all they do is try to kill anyone they don't like.

And as always I have copious source notes in my see also section below.  Proving every single thing I have said.

Because Bullshit walks and money talks.  Actions speak louder than words.  That which you have done to the least of all that God has made.  God will do to you.

The foregoing are just some of the reasons that I am asking all like-minded Americans to join me, in calling upon the Department of Justice to do a formal investigation into the associations and activities of the republican party, the tea party and the right wing Christian extremists. And to do so on the basis of sedition, tantamount to insurrection against the United States Government and we, the American people.

Furthermore, I am asking all like-minded Americans to join me in boycotting any, and all companies, as much as possible, that are owned and operated by, or that support the republican party, the tea party, or the right wing Christian extremists. Since they have declared their hatred for America, and for their fellow Americans on the basis of their racist, fascist agenda. And since the republicans and the tea party kept their money, while making us go hungry, during the government shutdown. It is now time for we, the people of these United States to stand together, as one people, dedicated to protecting the Constitution of these United States.

Since they have turned their backs on us. It’s time that we now turn our backs on them.

Boycott all republican, tea party, and right wing Christian extremist companies now.

Stand and protect the Constitution of these United States. Take back our freedoms and civil liberties now.

Don’t tread on me.

Live free or die.


See Also:

The mind is like a book. Opened and much is learned. Closed and nothing is learned. (N. Maschke – 1994)

    For the record, I am pro-life . I do not support violence against, or the killing of any human being under any circumstances! In the entire 62 years of my life I have never raised my hands in anger at, or struck a single human being. And the only way that I ever deviate from that stand is that I do not believe that God has ever given any human the right to dictate to any woman how she is to arbitrate her life with the Almighty, and/or God . Therefore, I believe that all women deserve the right to choose for themselves the fate of their own bodies, pursuant to their relationship with the Almighty, and/or God . My position regarding this statement is more fully explained in my article entitled: Second Gear.


    My Statement On Religion

    For the record, I do not now, nor have I ever hated any human being on earth. I do not hate, regarding my spirituality, and spiritual beliefs, anything that the energy that is beyond this world that so many of us call, God, did make. Meaning that I do not hate the “humanity” that exists within any human being. However, God did not make the personal choices that humans make, regarding how they behave, and/or present themselves, to the world. So if a human being chooses, of their own free will to demonstrate their behavior with racism, bigotry, prejudice, and hatred for other humans, on the basis of their own free will choice as to how they define their spirituality within themselves, that is their own choice. So I do not hate any human being for being that which God did make. I hate only the choices and the manner in which humans have decided to demonstrate their behavior to one another. Whereby, as a result of those choices, war and mass murder have all too often been the primary result. I do not hate religion. However, I will never give my support to “any” religion, that has ever caused harm to, or killed, a single human being, in any way, as a result of the religion demonstrating, or manifesting it’s presence in the world. If any religion has ever harmed or killed a single human being, I respect the right of all humans to believe what they want in life. And subsequently, to follow whatever religion they choose. however, I, personally, will under no circumstances give my support for, or to, any religion, or theological belief, that has ever harmed or killed even a single human being. This is what I have dedicated my life to as a spiritualist and a pacifist here on earth. So any attempt by anyone to portray me as hating anyone is a lie. Because that is not so, as the foregoing clearly explains. 


    The mind is like a book. Opened and much is learned. Closed and nothing is learned. (N. Maschke – 1994)

    Lawsuits and Civil Rights Violations In Ohio:

    General Further Reading:


    "THEY CAME FIRST for the Communists,
    and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Communist.

    THEN THEY CAME for the Jews,
    and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew.

    THEN THEY CAME for the trade unionists,
    and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist.

    THEN THEY CAME for the Catholics,
    and I didn't speak up because I was a Protestant.

    THEN THEY CAME for me
    and by that time no one was left to speak up."

    Pastor Martin Niemöller

    The mind is like a book. Opened and much is learned. Closed and nothing is learned. (N. Maschke – 1994)



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