Are We There Yet?

Are We There Yet?
This is the sign that is over the front door of Aileen's and my house, our home, going OUT. Meaning that when someone leaves our house they are going into the ACTUAL Mental Ward.

I've always felt that way. When it is considered how much ugliness and killing and hatred there is in the world today, it actually makes perfect sense that this sign is over the door going out of the house.

Because that's where the real mental ward is.

Monday, January 7, 2013

No Denial

I'm not ever going to deny that some of my Journal entries are extremely difficult to read.  Especially considering how people feel regarding their own religion or of their own, psychology, or their own spirituality.  But the fact of the matter is that we, as a human population, are, in my personal estimation, possibly agreed with by a number of other scientists and every day.  People of all professions.  And different nations.  That we as a human condition are basically becoming more and more out of control.  Our social systems are fragmenting.  Our economic system is on the verge of collapse.  Our political systems are also fragmenting as well.  And the upper class and the wealthy along with various political and religious groups throughout the world are becoming so self oriented and uncompromising that existence, socially, or anthropologically speaking, is becoming incredibly strenuous and extremely more violent with a tremendous amount more of dishonesty.

And all of this is happening while at the same time changes are taking place in the our planet, meaning the Earth.  Whereby as a result physical survival in this world is also going to become tremendously more challenging, if not extremely more difficult.  And yet for the most part, we as a human population, are in fact becoming more conflicted and more violent more dishonest with more and more of the entire human condition going through rather significant negative changes.

And as I have said before, generationally speaking, from the point of view of anthropological changes in the entire human condition.  It is not hard to understand that within three or four or five generations, that the human race is going to be so much more incredibly violent and dishonest that the potentiality of any kind of particular culture that we have now, meaning different countries and governments.  I probably will have a much harder time existing or even maintaining their own existence.  Meaning that the likelihood of humanity becoming more a kind of warring states that can in fact be seen in any of some of these futuristic movies might actually have a higher probability of actually coming about.

Of course the survivalist mentality.  Meaning those people in the human population who are survivalist oriented will probably become really excited with the prospect that the world will become so much more oriented toward kill or be killed.  But the reality is that if we in fact continue to progress in that direction the potential of the human condition advancing beyond where we have will of course be tremendously diminished.  And it will be happening at the same time that physical changes in the world will be taking place which will make things even more difficult and challenging as far as survival.

In other words, humanity is running slowly out of time.  Whether we like it or not.  The violence is out of control.  The lying is absolutely becoming so normalized that it is very difficult to find almost any honesty anywhere anymore.  There are so many agendas that most people don't want to compromise, under any circumstances.  And then we have movements like the tea party.  And they are not the only movement of their time.  There are political or sociopolitical groups throughout this world that have so much hatred for human life that the only thing they actually value is money or if it is not money some other particular point of view like spirituality.  Because there are countries in this world that if you are not of a particular religion.  You will be killed.  Just like in the United States, civil liberties, no longer applies to everyone in this country.  But mostly applies to those who are white Christian or who have lots of money.  Because that is the tea party point of view.

And it is their point of view even though the United States is based upon equal rights to all Americans.  But the right wing extremists, in the United States, are trying their best to destroy this country in one way or another.  Just like right-wing extremism, all throughout the world is destroying one country after another.  Because, right-wing extremism does nothing except create conflict and hatred and racism and prejudice and violence.  There's no point in trying to relate to humanity that the reason for this is because of the industrialized military complex.  But in reality that's one of the biggest economic factors in why the world is continuing to be as violent as it is.  Only now, as I've said, Jew, physically, regarding the environmental conditions here on Earth.  Those conditions are going to become more and more challenging as time goes on.  And these challenging conditions are going to make survival even more difficult than survival already is.

Going into the details as to how this in fact may come about or take place doesn't really seem to make very much sense right now.  Because when you consider how hysterical people are right now over religion and politics and economics and how much hatred and conflict.  There is in the world as a result of those three aspects of humanity.  It just doesn't make a lot of sense to try to explain humanity how the world is becoming more fragile and survival of humanity is becoming more difficult because of changing environmental conditions.  Humanity is just not going to listen to any of the warning signals regarding the changing environment here in the world.  When humanity is for the most part.  So filled with anger and hatred and violence that all humanity into is argue with every single second about religion and politics and money.

So I have a choice.  Seeing what I just have explained above.  I have a very clear choice.  I can say nothing and allow humanity to basically continue behaving like complete morons where nobody gives a damn about anyone else's survival or the amount of people who actually do care about other people.  Surviving is so small by comparison to the number of people in humanity and the number of people who don't care.  But the people who do care represent such a small minority that their effectiveness is extremely limited.  So in that environment.  I could in fact saying nothing and simply not be a voice, of any kind, however insignificant or small.  On behalf of attempting to warn humanity about continuing to allow violence and hatred and all of these negative expressions to the the baseline of how they relate to each other.  It's just not a good idea.

But trying to warn humanity about this is ridiculous.  Because humanity is literally clutching at their hatred and their violence as if giving up their violence or their hatred or their extreme anger over money and where everyone is basically hating each other trying to kill each other.  It's almost like humanity doesn't want to give up all that negative stuff.  Because humanity needs to have those negative things almost as a kind of security blanket.

So again, under those kinds of circumstances, it just doesn't make a lot of sense to try to explain to humanity.  How it's not only what we are doing to ourselves that is making survival more difficult it is also what is happening in the world.  Meaning to the planet.

And so consequently sometimes as I'm looking at these news stories I actually feel inside myself.  But speaking out and speaking my mind might actually be useful in one way or another.  And so I do.  As I have said many times, I really do love all forms of spirituality.  But what we humans have done to spirituality used to basically bastardize spirituality.  Because we have reduced spirituality to a point, whereby we are using religion to lie about our spirituality and to justify our hatred and our violence toward ourselves and toward each other.  And that's just one example of how we, as humans here in this world, have basically perverted some of the most positive concepts and abilities to behave in a positive manner.  We humans have collectively, basically destroyed our own ability to try to be kind to each other and to show any kind of compassion on the basis that we basically just don't care about each other very much.

And as I've always said.  This is my Journal.  This is where I talk about and argue through my feelings.  And try to understand better how my life is in fact proceeding in relation to life on Earth.  My observations of what I see my feelings in my thoughts and where I argue with myself or talk to my darling Aileen.  Or talk to God or argue for human rights.  But it's just a Journal.  That's all it is.

If we don't stop the violence the violence will stop us.

It is with the greatest degree of love and hope that I always write in my Journal.  Because I continue to believe that we as human beings will find the means and the presence of mind to rise above this level of extremely ugly and negative and destructive horrible violence and dishonesty and hatred.  Because if we don't.  All I can say is that if we don't I really feel sorry for the human race.

Thank you very much for listening.